i deleted... the last posts because... i dont feel right with those open posts... :(

i have mixed feelings i cant feel anymore.

it coused everyone who reads the painful story to ignore or block me.

because they dont know how to deal with me.

i opened my heart explained that getting the link that reads (Join = Sigma)

when i join in, i realized i got trolled.

and now everyone jsut ran away from me.

at least its what it felt like...